turning on this old phone to get an old number.
i shouldn’t look where i know i’ll get sad. but alas, i’m a dumbass, and a damned fool to boot.
I have never hated myself more than now. I love you so damn much but it dont mean shit. Sigh. I fucking hate everything.
When I wish I was dead
And I hate my friends
I must repeat this ‘til the end.
I still have a home even if my home’s a van.
King Of Minneapolis Pt. IV: CECIL OTTER TATTOO, Bomb the Music Industry!
…and I realized, every single day of my life has been worse than the day before it. So that means that every single day that you see me, that’s on the worst day of my life.
Peter Gibbons, Office Space
Like a fucking dagger to the chest. Every damn time.
its so dumb. after all this drinking for my birthday, there’s still only one thing i want.
Anonymous asked: Stfu and drink... Happy Birthday?
good point. you should also come off anon and ask more questions! not like I have a lot else to do!
You’re alone and you’re wet in a hospital bed and your family and friends will inherit your debt as you breathe from machines.
Yeah, I know it sounds mean but you’re probably gonna die alone.
If you don’t find a clock to punch now or find yourself a steady fuck now.
Oh no.
Your family and friends will inherit your debt and you’re probably gonna die alone.
Yeah, your family and friends will inherit your debt and you’re probably gonna die alone.
Bomb the Music Industry! - Fresh Attitude, Young Body (via willvanhalen)
“God I hate this fucking place. God I hate what happened to me.”
ugh.
i hate this getting older. ever since high school, my life’s just been a downhill ride into a pool of failure. I’m terrible at college while all my friends succeed. I’ve ruined so many good things for me in the past year. i just..it’s been three years, and i don’t have shit to show for it. the worst part is knowing i’m trying too, and this is where i’ve gotten. i’ve just been a damned waste of money for my family, especially when i have the burden of being the “smart one” in the family and that shit.
how the fuck am i supposed to manage that when i can’t even manage myself?
